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not to be gay or anything... but! welcome ! to ...... !!!!!!!!!
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jude's lovemail essay masterlist!
(so i dont have to make a new carrd every time i write a lovemail for you)
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this is probably one of the gayest things ive ever written to you so like... shut up. Shut up.
happy birthday, judas. im so happy you're my friend! you're my Best Friend actually but we're not gonna talk abt tha-- fuck it yeah we are!!
judas, you are my best friend. i love you so much. i can talk to you about anything ever pretty much, and youre always honest with me. youre very nice about it too and i just :baby emoji: you're so amazing fuck youuuuu. cant stand dudes named Jude Seimon shut up bro just SHUT UP I LOVE YOU SO MCUH
you are definitely not bad looking, despite your disbelief in that. i dont know how to express how nice you look to me, but i love your face! you look tired all the time but its like.... attractive.... i dont know. i dont KNOW shut up dude!!!! stop making fun of me im jus a gay. your hair looks nice all the time, and id like 2 give u cheek kisses bc thats how affectionate i am idk bro i believe u r lovely and attractive and i hate that you dont see that in yourself because its totally true, you are definitely Hot. i dont know how to frickin... end this paragraph withotu being gayer than i have been already so im just gonna....
your personality is so lovely! i love it sm shut up. youre so nice to me and youre so funny like hilarious and i love it because i can almost always count on you to make me smile :-) like that. you're SO fucking funny dude i literally HATE you brooooo hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. you help me realize im being stupid and you tell me when i need to like. reevaluate what im doing and you are very wise even though all you ever do is make fun of me because you actually hate me . you are just. so lovely!
you respect me and you make me feel good about myself! no self hate around here for soup, no sir! you make my self hate like... go away... and that is So Valuable because i constantly hate myself B-). and youre v polite, you respect me and you just. you feel like home to me, which is like the gayest thing i could have possibly said in this stupid lovemail liek on god i could say 'judas i want to suck your dick' and it wouldnt be as gay as 'you feel like home to me.' i hate gays
you are worthy of so much more than i can give you, judas! you make me believe that maybe... there is?? good in the world still??? that maybe i deserve happiness too, and that i have it as long as you're still here spending time with me?? god i feel like a FAGGOT i cannot stand gay people i cant believe i am one ew ew ew get this off of me what the FUCK.
i am >:-( big mad that you dont live near me because i want to talk to you EYE ARE FUCKIN ELLE and i can't because you live across some big lake or whatever. i still want to call you despite your inability to talk to people because ive never heard your voice and youve heard mine and thats Just Not Fair, Is It, Judas? ok but like i rlly do want to call you bc i want to hear your voice and one day after i suggested us calling you were liek Sure! so like... not to sound desperate for jude attention but ... :-( pls call me one day :-(
okok i think im done, youre worth more and you deserve more than i can tell or give you and im just <3 <3 <3 <3 so in love with you. i love you so much i love you so much i love you so much i love you so much ok ok ok ok ok ok ok disintegrates bye
happy 19th birthday judas, you're my everything.
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hello jude! i wish i could start essays off better than i do. im actually supposed to be writing an essay right now for comp but instead im spending my time writing yet another lovemail for you because i am the best friend to ever exist.
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